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Render & Reckon

by Joel Douglas Gray

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1.
Don’t trouble the waters, but I came to trouble the waters Don’t trouble the waters, I came to trouble you Drop the stone into this peace and watch those ripples role This tide will never wash away what you’re feeling in your soul They said come and clean your wounds but you cannot be made whole No, you cannot be made whole But, you said Don’t trouble the waters, but I came to trouble the waters Don’t trouble the waters, I came to trouble you You plead to me, I plead the blood, now come and get your fill Like fire shut up in my bones and I cannot sit still And it was me who touched your soul when you said whosoever will Whosoever will But you said Don’t trouble the waters, but I came to trouble the waters Don’t trouble the waters, I came to trouble you But, we both fed this raging fire But, I ain’t your goddamned messiah But, I’d be called a goddamned liar If I said you weren’t my one desire And you said Don’t trouble the waters, but I came to trouble the waters Don’t trouble the waters, I came to trouble you I came to trouble you I came to trouble you
2.
She went down to the babbling brook She got five smooth stones Only one was all it took, but you’d’ve never known To see 'em come running with their teeth running red Then to see ‘em turn & run, leave a giant for dead She stared down an army, then she took the man’s head Only one was all it took But she brought five smooth stones For every dead god, every flag that was flown All the rage and the fury, o, little did they know She knew where to look, and she laid them low She said, “Only one may be all it takes, But, still bring five smooth stones.” She steps out into middle of the night With those five smooth stones He blares and blusters and he lusts for a fight But little does he know He screams and he shouts at her, “You’re the reason why!” He runs right at her with his fist held high She stares down a demon, gets him right between the eyes... Only one was all it took, But she brought five smooth stones
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Fear digs a hole in the noonday Waits for night to fill it in Digs a hole in the middle of a man Says you ain't got the devil in you to win Would you try to bury me in sanctity and lies Begging for salvation but don't dare ask why Digging out a shallow grave between virtue and pride Get your shovel They tried to sell you an acre of forgiveness From a thief who never even knew your sin Salt that barren earth, pack it deep in your wound Before the fear can fill it in Would you try to bury me in sanctity & lies Left alone the lonely souls who dared ask you why Buried in that shallow grave between virtue and pride Get your shovel Fear digs a hole full of weakness Strong enough to take the very heart of me Out of the blood & dirt, swearing to walk again The only way out is thru me Don't you try to bury me in sanctity & lies Hide behind that curtain where you pray to your pride Don't dare call it virtue, you know damn well why Get your shovel
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I Am My Own 03:17
I will break this silence, I will cast these stones I am my own I will drown these sorrows, I will break these bones I am my own I will lead my own revival, I will part my own red sea I will sacrifice my pride to you, but not on bended knee I will stand upon these city walls and set my spirit free I will lift this burden, I will take this throne I am my own I have burned these vessels, for they are not my home I am my own I will be the victor in my self-righteous crusade I will find my glory on the edge of your pretty blade The blood will meet the bridle and carry us away Drift downstream on the edge of these fevered dreams Will I wake when I reach that raging sea I will fight this current for sins I’ve not atoned I am my own I will break these burdens, I will cast these stones I am my own I will pray for rain and be denied by gods above Then I’ll break the damn and it will drown us in the flood I will not ask forgiveness and I will not ask for love I am my own, I am my own I am my own, I am my own I am my own, I am my own
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Speak Peace 04:48
How can you speak to the fire When you can't speak in tongues of the flame How can you cast off the spell of liar When it burns even saying the name Speak peace, speak peace Though it may not seem any damn good, say it anyway Speak peace, speak peace How can I walk through the rubble And pretend that you’ll never cry How can we say it was precious & true And not have it taste of a lie Speak peace, speak peace Though it may not seem any damn good, say it anyway Speak peace, speak peace Do I dare call this love insane, just 'cause I’m running to you again and again Speak peace to me, I’ll speak peace to you Speak peace to me, I’ll speak peace to you Speak peace, speak peace

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released May 13, 2022

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Joel Douglas Gray Royal Oak, Michigan

A singer-songwriter-keyboardist who gravitates towards rhythm and harmony and is also a big nerd.

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